The 13th

How did you start your day today?

I woke up late this morning while i have to meet some friends to discuss one event that will be held on September. So, i was rushing this morning like a jet, even i didn't have any breakfast. I drove like a Nascar driver but then after i reached the place where we have to be at 10 a.m. no one's there *crap!

Rushing. that's how i start my day today

xx

Day #12 : What is the best thing you read today?

Another Cheesy updates, peeps!

i was blogwalking through tumblr, and that words appeared of a sudden. I guess those words are clear, right? i mean, these days people are so easily say I Love You and a minute later they're gone. Love is no game. it has commitment when you say it.

So, think twice, thrice, or more.

xo,

T

#11

Three words to describe your social life?

Awkward

Laughs

Loves

xx
T

In a row

Hello people!! i miss y'all and this blog so much. and let me guess, i've been abandoned the challenges that i've started couple months ago. and for redeem it, this post might be the longest one cause i wanna do the challenge #6 through #10. so here we go!

Day #6

 What do you have for lunch? Post a pic and describe it

I made that by myself this noon, and it tasted not too bad, so i scored 7/10. i really have to improve my cooking skill and browse more some recipes. while fried rice is the only thing i'm able to cook.

Day #7

What was your favorite day of this week?

Last Tuesday, June 18. My bestfriend Alfie, has turned 19. some friends of mine and i were off to her house and made some lil surprise. so much fun and laughs. am always feel infinite around them.

Day #8

Your real & unrealistic dream

I have tons of desires and it's kinda hard to pick one thing that i interest the most. and i am the person who easily change my goals so i guess that's why i kinda hard to reach em.

So, my real dreams are to be a Public Relation and a Singer. 

Since a year ago or so, i was in the lobby of one great hotel in a town, and there was i look a 20 some y.o. woman and she looks really independence, smart, attractive, pretty and i just amazed by her. then my mother said that she was the public relation of its hotel. i don't know if mom was right but she was pretty sure. and that's why i really wanna be a PR and after all i guess that job is kinda suit to my interest. 

I really am love to singing. since i was kid, i can't do anything without singing. it's just like a breath and really enjoy it while doing it. i was joined some competitions too and i have lot of trophies. at church, i join the choir and so does in college. and sometimes when there's some event on campus, my friends and i perform a band. it's really enjoyable and i wanna be pro some day.

My unrealistic dream is to be a writer. why unrealistic? cause i think i'm not really good on it and after all i don't have any idea what to write. yet. 

But, the real unrealistic dreams of mine are take classes in Hogwarts, going to the moon, flying, time traveling.

Day #9

What kind of people attracts you the most

The simple ans is, a man who can give what woman's worth. if you can give that then you own her heart. 

as long as you give her worth.

Day #10

Today was hilarious because_____________

Nothing actually. trap in this house with those subjects. i have final term next week and i'm worried bout my scores. this semester was tough and stressful. i had this one subject and it took plenty of times and energy to finish its tasks. may the lecturers give the score worthy.

######

It's a wrap! 5 more days tee-hee!!

xo,

T

Day #05 : things that never fail to make me feel better

Definitely:

1. Family
2. My whole friends
3. Music
4. Internet
5. Bed
6. Him

am sorry for the long updates. I had tough weeks. I'll tell you later, but for now let me sleep for a while.

xx,

T

Day #4 : The first thing that pop up in your head when you wake up this morning

I just started reading this book and i love it so much. It's story about the colored maids and their white bosses. I guess y'all know about this book or maybe the movie, it's quite well-known. I bring this book wherever i go cause i don't wanna miss a thing bout this story. You should read it too.

btw, my granny's gonna have a surgery, the serious one, and i hope that you guys pray to her :)

Okay shall go now
see ya tomorrows :D:D

xx

Day #3 : Weird things you do when you’re alone

To be honest, i guess i always do weird things no matter i'm alone or not. But mostly i do this when i'm driving my car alone.


1. Talking to self

When i get upset or really un-mood, I usually spill it out when i'm driving alone. In that way i can talk as loud as i want or use any words that i can't use where there's others, cause those words ain't good enough to be spell (you know what those, alright). It's really helping me to get off my bad moods and angers.

2. Pretending to be into the song

I love relating songs with my days. in several songs which i called "the driving songs" i'm always pretending that i am the song. I singing it out loud then act like what the songs tell about while i'm driving so it seems like i'm in the making of a video clip. It's fun and will more when you're in the middle of a damn traffic, which is happening everyday. 

Is that weird enough? you assess :)

xx

Happy Sunday!

Day #2 : Things you want to say to 5 different people

Good morning people welcome to May! As the rules, i wanna tell these to 5 people out there :

1. Are you happy now? You turn me down. Get Lost, btw!
2. Think before you Tweet, cherries
3. Well, i fancy your life
4. You're right sis, if it's hurting yourself then you should leave it
5. Keep our friendship like this. You're guys are my mood booster!

Call me lame and moody. i'm not in the good mood right now. Have a great day y'all

xo,

T

Another Challenges

So happy that midterm week already past yesterday. They went pretty good but kinda stressed me out cause the lessons are getting harder but sure am enjoy all the things in this 2nd smt.
I am really excited cause yesterday when i was browsing i got this other blogging challenge and can't wait to start and more ever, finish it. since couple times ago i screwed up my 30 days challenge. So here we go againn!! :D:D

15 days-random-challenge

1. A zoomed-in picture of your current self & describe your surroundings and current mood.
2. Things you want to say to 5 different people
3. Weird things you do when you’re alone
4. The first thing that pop up in your head when you wake up this morning
5. Something that never fail to make you feel better.
6. What do you have for lunch? Post a pic and describe it
7. What was your favorite day of this week?
8. Your real & unrealistic dream
9. What kind of people attracts you the most
10.  Today was hilarious because_____________
11. Three words to describe your social life?
12. What is the best thing you read today?
13.  How did you start your day today?
14.  Post a pic of what do you do at 3pm today
15.  Post a pic of your happy sell

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------

Day #1 : A zoomed-in picture of your current self & describe your surroundings and current mood.

I hate that picture of my zoomed-in face actually, cause those dots are clearer. I am in the living room right now, gathering with my mom and grandma while watching TV and me making this blog. I feel kinda sleepy right now and i really want to sleep but seems my brother wants me to ride him to the mall or something. *Yawwnn

Guess that's the end of day one. See along these 14 days :D

xo,

T

Sweetest Escaped

Escaped to Bandung about two weeks ago with my grandma, due to attending my aunt's wedding and stole some hours to met my boyfriend. FINALLY!

The wedding was so wonderful! when the bride was entering the church, there was a choir sang a thousand years very wonderfully and soo beautiful. that was so sweet and i want something like that for my wedding hehe :p. Happy for them :)

Met some relatives that i've known before but also met some who i really didn't know though they're my family ha ha ha. That's a big problem if your grandma has 12 brothers plus sisters, seems like everyone is your family. But that's fun and cool having a really big family love is all around.

I always love gathering with all my big family. They're funny though their ages are 60 something. Hopefully they're always in their finest health and may God bless them a looong life.

last but not least,

Happy Easter :) may His Salvation brings us to the greatest forgiveness

xo

Crouch under the Blanket

Been extremely unwell these couple days. The weather was so bad and extreme and my body can't deny the viruses. I got flu, fever, and cough even my voice is gone. and so do my bro even he was worse than me. he got 40° C in two days and mom had to bring him to hospital and got injection twice.

We both are getting better now, but sadly my grandma has to stay in hospital cause her condition was drop and she was really limp yesterday. i hope she's getting well very soon. i am really sorry for my mom cause she's the one who always take care of us i hope she's always in good condition.

anyways, i'm reading The Perks of Being Wallflower. i borrowed from my friend and i like it. it's a good book and i just like it. can't wait to see the movie too.

By the way, Happy Sunday guys hope y'all always in a good condition

xx,

Tassya

Cleaning Up

Hello bloggy :) i know it's way too late to say but whatever, Happy New Year 2013! :D
anyways, i just decided to redecorate my blog cause i was bored with the old one and i changed everything up into some simple things. i threw up all the gadgets unnecessary and i just want keep it really simple. due to, i blogged walking couple days ago and i founded much cool blogs with just a simple template. they keep their blog clean, neat, and simple and somehow it looks way better. and i want mine! i tried my best and so for i think i've made it enough. well, at least it looks more organized and clean. don't ya think?

I was thought, well actually i was made another new blog cause i guess it would be harder to redecorate this blog cause i was set almost all gadgets and i was too lazy to delete them and made a new blog was the easiest and efficient way. but then i think about all my previous posts and i wont loose them. therefore, i kept this blog and did all theses changes.

anyhow, something still bothering me and it still related to this blog. i wanna change the title of this bloggy and i have some options titles in my head. should i do that too? i genuinely need some tips.

hugs kisses,

Tassya

Lesson Learned

Life is amazing, because it hits you and hugs you within seconds. And a minute, you learn something big, something new, something eye-opening. That life, moves quickly and forward.

-Diana Rikasari

That quote just remembering me about my struggle how i got accepted to my favorite college. It was started at the firsts months of 2012, i was surprised got a chance to accepted to one college by my scores report from first till third grade which that mean i didn't have do writing test to be accepted, but instead just by my scores report. i was so happy and confidence that i would got and passed the selection. i was chose two universities that i like and two majors, which are International relations and Communication science. then it was about two months passed i guess, and somehow the announcement was suddenly announced at the same day as graduation of high school. I was graduated and i was so happy cause all my friends graduated too no one's failed. that was afternoon, i was just got back from the funeral with my mom and i got a message from a friend of mine, she told me that the college-selection announcement was able to be opened. after i got home, i turned on my laptop, plugged-in the internet services, went to a portal web, signed in my ID, waited the buffering, and... i failed. the sentences that i read that time told me that i was failed, i didn't pass the selection, those sentences really let me down. i cried, i felt that was the end of me cause i was so scared to do the writing test cause all that i heard about it, was so awful. the questions are hard enough to be answered and i was just too scared cause i just thought i can't. but then mom, dad, granny, boyfriend were gave me some strengths to try again and i tried the writing test. i prepared myself for almost two months and i know it wasn't enough. i changed all my plans i changed my majors and universities, i did set the majors that have a bigger chance. i threw up my dreams to take international relations and communication science and that was why i wasn't really excited to did writing test. but i always think about my parents i have to make them proud of me and so i did it. i bought the ID number with my dad, signed up, and at the end i chose sociology as my major. i didn't have any idea about it, all that i know i just like that lesson but i didn't have any passion on it. but i was just think, that was the best step. I did the test as best i could but then again i failed. i wasn't cried that time when i read the announcement, but i felt that something big, bigger than before hit my self and i was just like falling apart to pieces. i kept silent that night till i got bed, my tears couldn't hold up anymore. i wasn't thinking about my future but instead my parents. they were totally sad, i knew. i saw their faces and i won't paint those faces anymore.

The next morning, my mom asked me to kept try. there were still many ways and other selections universities, and we decided to follow one selection test that was held by one university. i still chose sociology as my major cause i still believe it has a big chance but that time i started to think positive and growing up my passion on it. i was started to study again with my new ambition and hope. study and pray that were what i did in a week. it was sunday and it was the day of test. i went to that university with my mom and prayed right before i went into the class and do the test. three days passed and the day of announcement was there. since i woke in the morning that day i can't relax i was just like a mad person. and finally, the website could be opened. i was totally nervous when i typed my ID number and when i clicked "checked" i said in my heart "God i'll be fine and happy with anythings happen after this. i know all the things happen in my life are the best". in about 30 seconds some words appeared in my monitor, i read it with my mom, and we both were screaming plus crying. yes, i did it! i finally passed those tests! God saved me! i've got accepted to my dream-university, with my new favorite major. it was the most great time since i was born.

what that i've learned is, life is totally amazing. without struggle there's no satisfaction,  without fall down no one would get up again and run faster cause time is always running and moving forward. we cant stop on one point if we failed, world has many chances, that's what my friend said. so there's no reason for us to feel desperate. cause what everything hits or hugs you there's always something big to learned, something new, something eye-opening that make us stronger and try harder than before.

xo,

tassya