The last and the first words

another year has been passed. everything's changed, grew, and moved out. got so many lessons to be learned, the goods and the bad. 

something that i've never imagined before had to happen all of a sudden. it's really dragging me down. but thank God, You showed me what is the truth. it's bitter but relieve. but still, i feel that pain. it scratch clearly in my heart. am not regret. but it doesn't mean i'm okay with that mess. i just feel sorry, to you. 

but above all, thank you very much.

2013 was so amazing. God is really good. He gave me several chances to joined some great events. so many things i have learned and experienced and they are so precious. thanks for those people, i've got new families and they are really awesome! glad to meet all of them!

what a bittersweet-roller coaster-insane-galau-superb-unforgettable year.
though few things were let me down, i had tons of cheeriness that boost myself to move forward.
I was and am happy.
and i surely will be happier.

yes,

be Happier 

xx

In a row

Hello people!! i miss y'all and this blog so much. and let me guess, i've been abandoned the challenges that i've started couple months ago. and for redeem it, this post might be the longest one cause i wanna do the challenge #6 through #10. so here we go!

Day #6

 What do you have for lunch? Post a pic and describe it

I made that by myself this noon, and it tasted not too bad, so i scored 7/10. i really have to improve my cooking skill and browse more some recipes. while fried rice is the only thing i'm able to cook.

Day #7

What was your favorite day of this week?

Last Tuesday, June 18. My bestfriend Alfie, has turned 19. some friends of mine and i were off to her house and made some lil surprise. so much fun and laughs. am always feel infinite around them.

Day #8

Your real & unrealistic dream

I have tons of desires and it's kinda hard to pick one thing that i interest the most. and i am the person who easily change my goals so i guess that's why i kinda hard to reach em.

So, my real dreams are to be a Public Relation and a Singer. 

Since a year ago or so, i was in the lobby of one great hotel in a town, and there was i look a 20 some y.o. woman and she looks really independence, smart, attractive, pretty and i just amazed by her. then my mother said that she was the public relation of its hotel. i don't know if mom was right but she was pretty sure. and that's why i really wanna be a PR and after all i guess that job is kinda suit to my interest. 

I really am love to singing. since i was kid, i can't do anything without singing. it's just like a breath and really enjoy it while doing it. i was joined some competitions too and i have lot of trophies. at church, i join the choir and so does in college. and sometimes when there's some event on campus, my friends and i perform a band. it's really enjoyable and i wanna be pro some day.

My unrealistic dream is to be a writer. why unrealistic? cause i think i'm not really good on it and after all i don't have any idea what to write. yet. 

But, the real unrealistic dreams of mine are take classes in Hogwarts, going to the moon, flying, time traveling.

Day #9

What kind of people attracts you the most

The simple ans is, a man who can give what woman's worth. if you can give that then you own her heart. 

as long as you give her worth.

Day #10

Today was hilarious because_____________

Nothing actually. trap in this house with those subjects. i have final term next week and i'm worried bout my scores. this semester was tough and stressful. i had this one subject and it took plenty of times and energy to finish its tasks. may the lecturers give the score worthy.

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It's a wrap! 5 more days tee-hee!!

xo,

T

New Colleger says HI!

Life has been so hectic recently but i definitely enjoy it. My lectures are really nice though those tasks are really annoying and my lecturers seems like can't stop giving that every week! In the firsts week i was so exhausted and my condition was almost dropped, even my voice was lost almost in a week. Which was that meant a disaster! I couldn't singing out loud like i used to. argghh it was just like a nightmare! yep i know that's kinda over, but it was really disturbing me and decreasing my mood. But i'm getting well right now even my voice is getting louder, that's what my friends said. Oh yeah about my new besties! I thanked God i could be one of the Sociology 2k12! They are... ehem i mean, We are awesome and rock!! i'm blessed having friends like 'em cause they are funny, enjoying and they are just my new mood boosters. I just love them! :)
Fyi, i'm one of the Airlangga University Choir too:D. Got accepted after i join the selection test and i think i just got a very nice luck cause my voice was lost -as i told u- when i did the test. And somehow my group in PUKMB, it's like an orientation for the new member of the choir and we were divided into 4 groups and we were compete to got the first place in this little choir contest and the winner is BUJAH, that's my group :D:D we were  practiced like a crazy but so much fun. I love them all too hehe :):)
This new 'world' to me is giving a lot of friends. Not just a friend but a family. I hope this relation last till forever. Nothing's greater than being one of them -for this time hehe-

Playing Bass recently hahak

That's all my Sociology mates. Here are BUJAH :D

Thanks Friendos :)