As she spent her hours there, a lot of thoughts are running in and out through her head. some thoughts are sweet as her free doughnut, others are bitter as her americano, the rests are blur as the smokes of cigarettes.
People were passing by, chattering, laughing, smoking but she busy with her solitude. She was ignoring the surrounding and drowned herself into those words that printed out on the yellowed pages.
tired of reading, she puts her earphones on. hit the 'Shuffle' button, then 24 - 25 by Kings of Convenience was tuning in. Forgot that she had the song in her phone, she played it hundreds times like she was being spelled by Erlend and Eirik's voices. Then she searched the lyrics, curious why she couldn't hit the 'Stop' or 'Next' buttons. She read those lyrics which appeared on her cell-screen over and over again, but she still don't get it.
But then, she stuck with the last sentence. it says,
"Dreams burn, but in ashes are gold"
she instantly got it. she thought,
Things will be gone. sooner or later cause there's no such a thing lasts forever. at the time the thing is about to going away, it'll sucked you down and messed you up. But soon, in the other time, the thing that has been gone, will turn to be something sweets and precious to us. it is the memory.
to release something nice it's hard. but things have its period and we can't make them stay any longer if the time has come.
Just release what should be released. it is hard, but soon it will be relieved.
cause there's a time and place for everything
xo,
T
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