Peace

Our love coasts everything.
Whilst we are just a mere human who have nothing.
We ain't Jesus or Muhammad who sacrifice all their life for the human being salvation.

We cling on to many things in this world.
And our love coasts the despair of them.
Love is indeed a powerful yet the infinite entity in this life.

But our love is just a dust without any sacrifice.
And to pay it, the coast is everything.

We do in love.
But do we have everything to redeem it?

Darling, our love coasts everything.

and we are nothing.

October, 23rd 2015

xo,

T

I saw the real life, yesterday.

I guess.

So my friend and i just got a new experience that we thought it would change our point of view about what life is. Well, maybe the thing that i experienced yesterday is something natural that happen to all of humans. But then again, it's new for me. And it changed everything that i see through my eyes.
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Our.Art Production is a little company that my friend arranged about a year ago or so. She asked me and some of my friends to join in, and so we did. What we do through this little company is a kind of branding marketing and consultant. The job contains maintaining the brand of a company itself through media socials and some kind of events. We also could make a profile company and such, in terms of  the company's necessity.

Okay. i might sound like a marketing now...

But the thing is, we're just a starter. And we are still have a very minimum experiences. And we sometimes just don't know what to do and have zero ideas while our job is actually make some fresh ideas. It stressed out us sometimes but we always end up with a big laughs and some nasty jokes.

-That's what happened if you work with your best friends-

And so, two days ago we met our very first serious client. They wanted us to make a profile company both in hard copy and a video. After we gave a presentation to someone like -i don't know if he is the secretary of the owner or so, he looked impressed and sure with us and he said that they will call us after he discuss it with the owner. Short long story, at first the secretary didn't say that the owner will be join. But about 15 minutes after we had that discussion, the owner came and he asked me and my friend to do the presentation again.

And somehow we were got numb all of sudden. The words were stop right in the edge of our tongues and we just lost our marketing sense. We don't have any portfolio yet for the profile company, cause this one is our very first time so we just show them the template and the concept that we could make.
Then the owner just hit us with,
"So what things that you have made already? Your portfolio maybe? The videos or anything. Can we see?"
we said, "This is our first time, sir. We don't have any portfolio yet."
"Okay." Said the owner with that kind of -gosh they're still kid. am i really spend my money and my trust for them- face.

For God sake it was really tense. I was shivering and so was my friend. After that hit, he hit us again with
"What is your background?"
"Sociology, sir."
"Oh really? Sociology? You could be more attractive than this. So you could convince me about your company and your concepts."
"-dying-"

But after he found out that we have a Sociology background, our talk moved out to CSR and other social things that still relate to the company. And the tense were slowly faded and yeah that's it.

The thing that i just want to say is. That real world is so much different from things that you've learned in a class or what you've experienced through some committees that you were join. The pressures are 90% heavier and the responsibilities are have no hole. Perfect is your duty and you can't simplify even a very single little thing.
All you need is a maturity now.
Isn't a joke anymore that you face.

Oh yes, i'm talking to myself.

brace it,

T 

An update

Hey i got something big for y'all. I just wanna tell that i just...

PASSED THE FINAL EXAMINATION FOR MY THESIS!!!

YES I'M GOING TO OFFICIALLY PUT S.SOSIO RIGHT AFTER MY NAME (hopefully) THIS SEPTEMBER!

Hah! I finally finished my thesis last May and by the end of that month, i had to gave some presentation right in front of my 3 lecturers, then they asked me numerous questions and gave me some critics -oh yes i have a lot of revisi that i have to do, but it turns out to a procrastination (so far tho).

Then after i spent about an hour and a half of that sidang, i ended up with an AB as my final score that i thought it was just a miracle cause for me my thesis has sooo many messes. Hahaha! But yeah, that's what i got, that was the thing that happened to me and i can't ask God no more cause this is just a great-massive-hilarious blessed to me.

So that's my update so far. honestly i really really want to post something worth it but i just got stuck and i have no idea what to write. big time. I'll be back soon with something that worthy and bloggy to post, so this blog ain't turn lame.

By then,

keep on alive! Cause life is too good..

-so far-

here is a pic!

yes, i was going to die.

xo,

T

Reblogging

Benci sama Cinta.

"I used to hate love."

Kenapa?

"I do not know. I just hated love."

OK. When did you start not liking love? Should I say "benci"? Benci is a very strong word.

"I can't recall the timeline. Dan ya, benci adalah kata yang tepat."

Baiklah. Benci. Kapan lo mulai benci cinta? The question will not answer itself.

"When it started scaring me."

When was that dan kenapa cinta mulai membuat lo takut?

"I told you. I cannot remember the timeline."

Tapi lo ingat apa yang lo rasakan?

"Yes, I remember."

So it was fear and you were afraid. Afraid of what?

"Everything."

What exactly were you afraid of?

"Kehilangan."

Will you cry?

"When I get scared? I will not."

Kenapa?

"Would crying help?"

Mungkin.

"Mungkin."

Bridge Over Troubled Water

When you're weary, feeling small,

When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all;

I'm on your side. When times get rough

And friends just can't be found,

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down.

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down.

When you're down and out,

When you're on the street,

When evening falls so hard

I will comfort you.

I'll take your part.

When darkness comes

And pain is all around,

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down.

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down.

Sail on silvergirl,

Sail on by.

Your time has come to shine.

All your dreams are on their way.

See how they shine.

If you need a friend

I'm sailing right behind.

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will ease your mind.

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will ease your mind.

Here. when your breath is heavy, things going hard.

i think it's humane to admit that we need only just one shoulder

to lean on.

And at the end,

You will find it's October

And she's gone

You've been fooled by April

And he's gone

xx,

T